Family & Feelings

Today I had to deal with family and how they can hurt your feelings. So me and my cousin got into it today because she said something that really hurt my feelings. You know people think that it is to be a stay at home mother. And it is not easy at all its not for the faint at HEART. The funny thing is that the mothers that want to stay home and cant look down on you and the women that do not have kids look down on you because they feel like you have lost your independence or you have to depend on someone else to take care of you. And that is just not true. I was that mother the work-a-holic the mother that hardly got time to spend with her children, the mother that felt that as long as i was buying them things and paying the bills that's all they need and that is just not true. I was missing out on my kids whole life. They grow so fast and in a blink of an eye they are grown and on their own and you are seating around wondering were did the time go. There was a time in my children's life were i could not tell you what was their favorite color or what boy or girl they liked at school. Now things are so different i am able to tell you that 2 of them love the color blue and that the oldest likes some boy named Jacob..... That to me is cool, To me that is better then being able to go to the mall and by a Coach bag and Prada shoes. Family is funny to me because you are damn if you are handling your business without any help and damn if you are asking for help. I say walk a mile in my shoes do what i do all day every day and see how you would do. Can you stand the life that i live can you take care of someone other than your self. When you only have yourself to look after it makes the world look alot different think about that first before you judge or pass judgement on the next person.

Remember GOD gives certain people in life a special job because he knows that they are the right person for the JOB.... THIS IS NOT YOUR JOB AND THAT IS NOT MY FAULT!!!